I had a bad day yesterday i was in bed all day and to top it of i was feeling so low totally unexplainable. I didn't know whether to count my blessings or just wish to be dead, a bit harsh i know but feeling low and painful is just so crap. All the bad things in my whole life were just flashing before my eyes. I just listened to some music, watched some dramas and did some drawings and went to bed at 1am and i slept even though i kept waking up through the night i fell right back asleep and got out of bed today at 2.30pm. Yesterdays feeling passed on to today so my mood was not much improved and still feeling low like somethings been snatched out of me and im feeling drained of all my energy and happiness :( hopefully tomorrow brings some joy...